I'm such a complainer.

    Today I am feeling bummed because I'm almost 30 and I'm not where I want to be in life. At all. I have dreams, goals, and desires. Sometimes I feel like I'm walking in a circle, not actually going anywhere.

   That's not true. I feel like I end up further away than where I started.

   One personality trait I have that I hate is that I make hasty decisions. I'll decide I want to do something, do it, and then regret making the decision. I don't always regret the hasty decisions I make but you don't always shoot yourself in the head while playing Russian Roulette either.

    I don't know what I'm waiting for or what I want or even what I expect.

    I'm such a complainer. Call the wambulance.